proctalgia:
im really clueless so please spell out very obviously exactly how you feel in full detail or i will constantly be worrying about how much you hate me
“ For me, one of the biggest draws of the Internet has always been how I can be alone and yet find connection with other people. I am an introvert. I can fake extroversion, but it is exhausting. I prefer quiet, even when I am happily around other people. I spend an inordinate amount of time in my head. Online, I can be in my head and with interesting people. I can be alone but feel less lonely. ”
“ I’m constantly embarrassed. I fidget and twist my hair and pull weird faces and stutter. Some days I feel quite confident, then others there’s a microscopic flaw about myself physically, which will make me embarrassed to walk the streets. ”
Great Dane puppy voices his displeasure at being forced to get up early
qvw:
* wants attention but also uncomfortable with attention *
“ Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows. ”
“ Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand. ”